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独行人生（Walk alone） Walk alone Perhaps it is fate, or the gift of society, that has always felt as if it were different from others in my own right. When I was a child, it was a kind of self feeling in my heart. At that time, I could only think that I was not very gregarious, some clumsy and less intelligent than others. At that time, I was often such a state of mind is very bad mood, and sometimes even by tomorrows day, how and what a classmate, a person should do, what to say, how to laugh at him is a big headache. At that time, I was really tired and nervous, and the feeling of depression and fear made me feel pessimistic about life. So now when recalling the life, my childhood and youth didnt really leave me much joy and happiness, only then seemingly ordinary seemingly ordinary love is I miss the most happy time, until now the mothers death has been more than four years, I think also is so warm that unforgettable. With the increase of age and experience deepened, I gradually understand that my heart was asocial feeling is always hidden secretly will being excluded a subconscious outside of a circle in their inner world caused. But at that time my ignorance and ignorance only blamed the bad mood of this loner and others rejection and abandonment of themselves. At the time I was in this state of mind is really miserable, every day looking forward to grow up, become a powerful person is not afraid of others abandon and exclusion. Now recall the past, I realize that mood like that is actually a specially arrangement and gift of God to me, and he let me in that lonely mood to face loneliness learned to enjoy solitude. In that sense of abandonment, there is more time to think things slowly. Such thinking will gradually my inner world enriched, such thinking finally make the most ordinary extremely humble even clumsy boy now has a rich emotional world of a mature man. The children and teenagers inferiority and clumsy thinking in solitude that I finally by a sense of infe