太虚大师从追求神通到一心修行（Void master from the pursuit of magical power to one practice）.doc

太虚大师从追求神通到一心修行（Void master from the pursuit of magical power to one practice） I at the beginning of a monk, although there are many complex reasons, but the main or Buddha is not divided, want to have supernatural powers and a monk. So ordained, reading, meditation is to have supernatural powers. When the first year monk, is in such a pursuit. The first year has done the Lotus Sutra, daily recitation of five or six. In the summer of second to say China, beginning to know the different gods and Buddha and xian. Lived to be enlightened Zen meditation, the heart is cut, a read Surangama, a watch and quotations gaosengzhuan etc.. Third years after the lecture Surangama, for teaching view has a general understanding. And the next research and Xian the first five ordinances, in eight etc.. While studying her enigma, is still hanging in the heart. Fall to live cangjingge see Tripitaka, then love to see Hanshan, Zibai sets, and other poems and so on by gould. So after a few months, with the canon of an old first told me: can not see Canon is looking for in order to see the tail to head. At that time I was reading to find hidden Road, in his words, look from the front of the mahaprajnaparamita Sutra tripitaka. See a month, and gradually settled. The four hundred volume of large Prajna one day, has not yet finished, see all law is not available, and even a law is nirvana, also do not have to! The physical and mental world suddenly empty meal, but did not lose consciousness. At this moment feel empty, and I have everything in the world treat. In a twinkling see everything in the world in the boundless space consciousness, but there is no real shadow. This kind of state, after one or two p.m.. From the seat still feel very brisk and quiet mind. In the middle of twenty or thirty days, are so. If the read after reading the Sutra, feel like Hua Cha Hai, since the heart is ethereal realm, lively; formerly Shen Zen, the teachings are melted and seamless. My memory is very strong, as